The heart bleeds



As the winds change time will stand still,
when the passing smiles and laughter begins to disappear
the pain of ones soul becomes aparent. The light fads and
the darkness shadows comes to take over. the heart bleeds
the heart bleeds
Darkness takes over so slowly it creeps to your soul
and pulls the life from you. all you feel is coldness,
the coldness of the night of the darkness that has won
over your soul over. The heart bleeds, the heart bleeds
How do you mend a bleeding heart once the soul is gone

By: Sytharia Jinx

Everytime...

Everytime I think of you.. I smile
I get a warm feeling when I hear those
little words that escape from your lips
when you touch me and hold me close
I feel so safe and such comfort in your
arms. You bring me such joy

By: Sytharia Jinx

Shhh...

My heart beats to the sound of your voice
my tears fall to the pain that you give me
my lips speaks the word of love
your lips speak the words of hate an pain
why does this have to go on
shhh no words just feel my touch your body
with mine. let the words of love come back
as we touch.....

by Sytharia Jinx

Mask

You wear a mask to hide who you are
You wear a mask to smile in the face of the ones you love
or is that a lie
Have you ever shown your true self
or is that a lie too
funny thing is we all wear masks to hide what we feel
so are you brave to remove your mask
be real to yourself and others

fin

By Sytharia Jinx

No matter...

No matter how much you hurt me

I will always love you 

No matter how much you break my heart

I will always love you

Even in the good and the bad

my love for you will never leave you

but when the time comes for me to leave

always remenber my love for you never changed

but ask yourself

when I cry for you did you love me

when my heart longed for you did you shun me

and in the bad times I never left your side did you leave mine

So when you sit alone at and wonder why.. just know my love for you will never die

-Sytharia Jinx-

Thankful....

Much has happen over that complete of months of my last post. Well I got married to a wonderful man and I have some very awesome kids. I thankful God for them everyday. And to top it off I have some sweet gbabies. I love my SL family like they were my own in RL. I sometimes wish that they were. I have been blessed with some loved ones and very grateful for them too.

My Heart has been Mended....

I meet a man that  only the Lord could have put him in my way. It was like he knew I needed him and I know he needs me. The feeling of  being needed by someone is the most beautiful feeling in the world. But you stop and think is this right  should a woman feel like this. Shouldn't a woman always feel the need of having control and being in power? Well that is true but sometimes all the control and power can wear you down and you forget how to love and be gentle and also first and for most be lady like. To have a man who is strong, loving, and oh so gentle can make you feel so special. That feeling of taken you and pulling off that shell of that hard woman and pulling out the softer side of you that you thought you lost.
But the thing is you never lost it, it was always there. You just forgot how to be that lady until Love stepped in.


I have learn to never give up on Love because it will find you when you less expect it to show...


Blessed Be
-Jinxy