Don't Understand

 

 

 

People fail to understand that I'm a very unique person
I don't run behind people, I learn long ago to not do that
If you have lost your attention on me that is fine. But
don't expect me to follow behind.

I have stopped long time ago trying to find someone to
be my friend. If you don't want to deal with me
then don't deal with me it is just that simply.

Tired of always being the back up friend, the one
you call on when no ones else is around the last min
thought.. Guess what.. Let me be

 

I will continue to remain in the shadows.. Hide from everyone
since I don't matter as it is already.

-Sytharia



If

 

 

 

 

 

Sit back and look of the years that has gone by
the friendships that you had a child. Some remain
and some fade.

 

you always thought friendships were meant to last..
but as time marches on and days become months
months become years...

 

a call maybe, a letter no.

you see the friends you thought you had
you never really had them
the time you spend over the years growing up
was just enough  until life kicked in

 

you still a friend from then, then you
still have a childhood friend. That is
a true friend

 

But then you have such ones
who are called the passer byers
the ones you really never had
friends

 

but they knew how to blend in
it is a lonely road to walk
as a passer byer

 

Most don't even see you
some may even make fun of you
but most of all you remain
friendless

 

you may know one or two
and there in plane sight
you just never took the time
to really get to know one

 

Cause that one passer by
Could have became your
one true friend....

 

-Sytharia

A Good Heart

To have a good heart

is to look pass other peoples down falls

To have a good heart

is to understand that you may not always win in the end

To have a good heart

is to be there when you are needed

But having a good heart

it is always broken

Having a good heart

You have place your heart out there so many times and got back nothing

Having a good heart

your frowns are mistaken as a smile from people who really don't see you 

When the heart changes

it is tired of being used

the heart changes

it goes cold from being hurt and abused

When the heart dies

Because it was giving out so many times and no one took the time to care for it

-Silent nothing is left

Sytharia Jinx

Winds Change

As the winds change time will stand still,

when the passing smiles and laughter begins to disappear

the pain of ones soul becomes apparent. The light fads and 

the darkness shadows comes to take over. 

the heart bleeds  the heart bleeds

Darkness takes over so slowly it creeps to your soul

and pulls the life from you. all you feel is coldness,

the coldness of the night of the darkness that has won 

over your soul. 

The heart bleeds, the heart bleeds

How do you mend a bleeding heart once the soul is gone

By: Sytharia Jinx

To be Thankful

To be thankful 

you must understand what it means

the dictionary meaning is to be grateful

aware and appreciative of a benefit.

But are you really thankful...

To be thankful

is to know how to give 

and to see what you have givin 

has made a differences in someone's life

To be thankful

is to know gratitude

-Sytharia Jinx

New Lease on Love

My Life with you is so sweet

so rich and complete

Our hearts

have come together

as one

to

love one another.

To stand together from this

day forth

we

hold on to each 

other

We cherish

and love each other

to hold your hand

to look in your eyes

and to know

this is it.

So from this day 

forward

I have a reason

to

Celebrate.

Sytharia
 

Cold of Night

Shadows falls and the whispers of the night 

comes out. Alone in a place where you 

don't belong. move swiftly through this streets 

because it comes quickly  you may not see it but you will feel the coldness of the steel,

 the sharpness of the blade and it piercing through you. 

only warm feeling you will feel is the warmth of your 

blood as you lay there bleeding out  in the dead of the night.

Cold... dark... Quiet sounds of a dying heart and the shallow raspy sound of you trying to live as the shadows fall your body works against. your lungs weaken. you try to call out for help but you can't get the words out, You try to gain strength to move but you lost to much blood

you lay there looking into the sky waiting for the pain to stop. as you take you last breath, your heart pumps on last time. The pain has stop for you body is now apart of the night.

-Sytharia C Jinx

Mask

You wear a mask to hide who you are

You wear a mask to smile in the face of the ones you love

or is that a lie

Have you ever shown your true self

or is that a lie too

funny thing is we all wear masks to hide what we feel

so are you brave to remove your mask

be real to yourself and others

-Sytharia

Pain

The tears that fall are tears of pain

The hurt that sits inside my soul

I can barely breathe

I try to stand to fight

But I’m fighting a losing battle

I stand to take the pain of the ones I love

Only to get cut down the pressure that is weighing on my back.

I cry out but do anyone hear me

I cry out again and again

The one whom I thought

That would be there for me

No longer stand by my side

I slowly feel that I am losing

This no winning battle

Will I survive

-Sytharia Jinx

The heart bleeds



As the winds change time will stand still,
when the passing smiles and laughter begins to disappear
the pain of ones soul becomes aparent. The light fads and
the darkness shadows comes to take over. the heart bleeds
the heart bleeds
Darkness takes over so slowly it creeps to your soul
and pulls the life from you. all you feel is coldness,
the coldness of the night of the darkness that has won
over your soul over. The heart bleeds, the heart bleeds
How do you mend a bleeding heart once the soul is gone

By: Sytharia Jinx